The thing about love is that most of the time, it is self destructing. It destroys you in a very unique and beautiful way. You know that you are going to be destroyed, but you just move ahead on the same very path to get destroyed. The pain it brings has very unique feature with it, - it has a strange chilling sensation which crosses your bone, it makes you realize your existence. You were dead, now you are living. With that pain you understand that you can feel – a sign of begin alive and you wonder that this pain will go away with your death or will it stuck to your soul. You live life on a regular and normal basis, but somewhere that pain is still there living within you, may be growing with time. Your life looks normal as hell, even better to others. But in the whole day, at least once you just stop yourself to feel that feeling of pain. It would be unfair to call it pain, since it is a negative word. It has been your companion since so long, has been always by your side. Sometimes you feel that is there an end or cure to this pain? once it has engulfed you ----- you are taken for forever. You miss the before pain phase of your life which was less complicated and plain, things were sorted and segregated. Now your life is complicated and confused may be. Things are grey and not black or white. But, I guess that’s the beauty of your life, not living superficially and to feel every feeling so intensely.
P.S This post has been contributed by a guest blogger and a dear friend Shephali Choudhury...You can Know more about her at:
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